( phone sex ) Running My Race
The last few weeks have been SO crazy! It’s like there are three of me, all running in different directions.
I filled out my paperwork to start my LapBand appointments and mailed that in. Then I went online and applied for college in the fall. Then I redid a couple of my NF listings.
*sigh*
I’m excited about all of it. I feel rejuvenated. Especially since the weather is slowly getting nicer around here. Springtime always makes me feel so much more alive.
And soon I’ll be starting my garden! I already have a bunch of peat pellets and seeds. Tomatoes are a definite again this year. Green peppers, cucumbers and probably garlic. Aside from that…we’ll see.
I just feel like I’m starting a great new chapter in life and it’s soooo great! I’m half tempted to just nix the NiteFlirt thing to boot since calls are far and few between lately. I could re-do the site into a personal blog and make money on AdWords. 
My real life is actually a lot more interesting than the NiteFlirt fantasy sometimes. This is why I’m going to be taking down my pictures and video I have for sale sometime soon (I was hoping to do it this week, but I don’t want to get too ahead of myself). I really feel this need to slowly back out of the phone sex world soon before I become too bitter about it.
If I take it all too seriously and not get anywhere I might just get a call one night and blast them with all my anger and frustration. And that’s not too sexy, trust me. ;-D
Besides, I’m lucky. I have a lot more going for me than this. And I plan to take actions that will allow me to enjoy it all while I can.
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