Sizzling Sara - NiteFlirt

I have a friend on the RL side who I’ve known since I was in high school.  He’s a DJ and he made a bulletin on MySpace telling people that he picked up an extra shift and how “rockin” it was going to be.

I wonder how “rockin’” it would be if they knew what kind of a pathetic turd he was when he was young. 

So is that how I should play it?  I’m a nice, normal girl who digs on making money doing naughty things.  But should I lie and play it up like I’ve been a whore since I was in the womb? 

I doubt you’ll think it’s sexy that I was Student Council treasurer, made the President’s List (it’s a high school equivalent of the Dean’s List) every marking period, was in Great Books, or played JV volleyball.

But you might think it was sexy that when my Math teacher placed his warm hand on my back to commend me on my work it sent shivvers up my spine and got me a bit wet.

The fact that I volunteered to make my Drawing teacher in college his own web site that would make class notes available to his students … it probably wouldn’t turn a head…

But the time that my suitemates and I collected various liquids for a week and threw them out of our tenth story dorm room at noisy sorority bitches might bring a smile to your face.

Or the time that I had a secret rendezvous with a 55 year old man on viagra one night just to see what it was like to fuck a man over twice my age…

I don’t know.  I’m not fake.  I don’t like to lie.  But I think I’ve done enough shit in my life to make me worth your time. 

The last few weeks have been SO crazy!  It’s like there are three of me, all running in different directions.

I filled out my paperwork to start my LapBand appointments and mailed that in.  Then I went online and applied for college in the fall.  Then I redid a couple of my NF listings.

*sigh*

I’m excited about all of it.  I feel rejuvenated.  Especially since the weather is slowly getting nicer around here.  Springtime always makes me feel so much more alive.

And soon I’ll be starting my garden!  I already have a bunch of peat pellets and seeds.  Tomatoes are a definite again this year.  Green peppers, cucumbers and probably garlic.  Aside from that…we’ll see.

I just feel like I’m starting a great new chapter in life and it’s soooo great!  I’m half tempted to just nix the NiteFlirt thing to boot since calls are far and few between lately.  I could re-do the site into a personal blog and make money on AdWords. 

My real life is actually a lot more interesting than the NiteFlirt fantasy sometimes.  This is why I’m going to be taking down my pictures and video I have for sale sometime soon (I was hoping to do it this week, but I don’t want to get too ahead of myself).  I really feel this need to slowly back out of the phone sex world soon before I become too bitter about it.

If I take it all too seriously and not get anywhere I might just get a call one night and blast them with all my anger and frustration.  And that’s not too sexy, trust me.  ;-D

Besides, I’m lucky.  I have a lot more going for me than this.  And I plan to take actions that will allow me to enjoy it all while I can.

I have a new toy and I can’t wait to use it.  I’m planning on hoping in the tub, taking a nice, long, HOT bubble bath…slipping into nothing but my bed sheets and spend HOURS watching porn and playing with this:

http://www.amazon.com/Goodmans-Rabbit-Vibrator-with-Pearls/dp/B0001EK4Z6/ref=sr_1_4?ie=UTF8&s=home-garden&qid=1204334226&sr=8-4

An admirer bought it for me, and he has already had a nice, long, FREE call with me for buying it.  I told you…I appreciate the gifts.  And I always want you to know exactly how much!  *lol*

But I’m not selfish, if you want to know exactly how much I enjoy it why don’t you call me tonight and be my co-pilot?  ;-*

I think for once I would like to be good at pyramid schemes.  And I found one that’s free…for you.

http://r.yuwie.com/sizzlingsara

Sign up through this link and help make this girl some cash.  It’s a MySpace clone that you get paid for.  You get paid for referrals and paid for profile views.  I’d have a ton of profile views if they allowed me to post my pics on it…alas - no profanity.

Bleh.

I used to get so jealous of all the girls on NiteFlirt that would get multiple guys that would call three times a day.  I would wonder what was wrong with me…

…until it hit me.  There’s NOTHING wrong with me.  I attract smart guys that know better than to put themselves in financial danger by calling until they’ve maxed out their credit cards.

The guys that call multiple times a day aren’t calling because they want a service.  They call because they’re addicted to a fantasy.  My pics - they’re real.  You can tell I’m a real girl - not a model. 

The guys that call me want that reality.  They want to know that what you see is what you get.  That makes me feel good.

It makes me feel almost honored to be your choice when you pick up the phone and call me.  Even if I only hear from you once every few weeks…or even just once.

So keep it coming guys.  I’m the real deal…and now I know that you are, too.

I love this feeling I have lately…where it all just doesn’t matter.  I plunged myself into this whole adult entertainment world with this hard attitude of selling.  Now I find it SO much more enjoyable when I just do it all for the fun of it without worrying about the bottom line.

I even went on this site to sell panties.  I sold ZERO pairs, and when I really thought about it, and talked it over with a friend, I realized that it’s nothing to feel badly about.  Honestly.  So I’m not the dream girl of panty sniffing weirdos.  Damn…time to kill myself.

Now, before you all get YOUR panties in a bunch let me tell you that there is a WORLD of difference between a guy that likes the smell of his woman’s panties and a guy that goes out online in SEARCH of panties to buy just for the purpose of sniffing. 

I was told that a relationship forms between the buyer and the seller.  A very intimate and personal one.  Well, how intimate and personal can it be when the seller sells to five different guys?  I like the phone sex fantasy world…it’s great - much like the fantasy world between two real lovers.  But the fantasy world between a buyer and seller of used panties…it’s just a flat out creepy lie.

The women spend HOURS in the chat rooms there trying to hook a guy.  And ALL the guys want to hear is how much women love to flash their panties and how much they enjoy the thought of some random guy sniffing their crotch…like a dog!  It’s not like someone can go in there and talk about candlewax, rose thorns and nipple piercing and get a guy interested - no!  It’s all so mundane, it’s sad.

So I ripped into a bunch of them.  Called them losers.  I feel good about that.  The only things they could come up with as a retort was that I was fat and had a gap between my two front teeth.  Honestly?  Really?  Hell, I put my pictures up there…did they think they were telling me something I didn’t already know.

Sadly, all they were telling me was that the truth I was spewing out to them really hit home.  And that’s kind of what I needed.  I needed a place to be cruel today.  It gave me a slight high.  Terrible, right?

But…I get all that out so I don’t have to take it out on you guys!  :-)  Because this is much more fun!  Especially now that I’m not even bothering with meeting quotas and such.  I just put myself out there and see what happens.

Oh, BTW…my site got a query hit for someone searching for WOW.  Now, I’ve never written about World of Warcraft on here - ever.  But it gave me some good ideas that I’ll be using in the near future for some listings.

I think this might be a fun turning point for me…and I REALLY hope it will be for you, too.

Since nobody calls anymore, I’ve put up a new listing.

What the fuck do I care?

http://www.niteflirt.com/details/SizzlingSara/Mature/7576648