Sizzling Sara - NiteFlirt

I haven’t been on in a while.  Did you miss me? 

I wanted to concoct some kind of elaborate story about why I haven’t been around, but the truth is…I have a life. 

Currently I’m throwing myself into gardening, getting myself back into college and going to LapBand appointments.  Plus I have an anniversary party to go to in another couple of weeks.  It’s just been a lot, and I don’t like to log on to NiteFlirt just because I need money.

I log on when I have a nice, easy lul in my life to fill.

So I’ll be on for a few hours.  Call me if you like.  ;-)  I have the listings with assinine titles (they just work for me much better than fake-ass stuff).

I’ve spent a great deal of time lately trying to decide why change is such an important thing in my life.

Why do I always venture down the road less travelled?

Most people do it for attention.  Attention’s nice, I guess, but I’m not too big on it.  I like to give attention more than receive it.

So why?  It came to me late last night while I was watching this story on TV about a widow who had to struggle through the welfare system with her three kids.  She worked so hard and now she’s a successful lawyer with a nice suburban house and kids in college.

She’s a success story.  Watching her story made me feel good.  And THAT’s why I’ve always ventured for radical change.

Someday I want people to hear about, read about, know about me - and I want that to make them feel good.

The last few weeks have been SO crazy!  It’s like there are three of me, all running in different directions.

I filled out my paperwork to start my LapBand appointments and mailed that in.  Then I went online and applied for college in the fall.  Then I redid a couple of my NF listings.

*sigh*

I’m excited about all of it.  I feel rejuvenated.  Especially since the weather is slowly getting nicer around here.  Springtime always makes me feel so much more alive.

And soon I’ll be starting my garden!  I already have a bunch of peat pellets and seeds.  Tomatoes are a definite again this year.  Green peppers, cucumbers and probably garlic.  Aside from that…we’ll see.

I just feel like I’m starting a great new chapter in life and it’s soooo great!  I’m half tempted to just nix the NiteFlirt thing to boot since calls are far and few between lately.  I could re-do the site into a personal blog and make money on AdWords. 

My real life is actually a lot more interesting than the NiteFlirt fantasy sometimes.  This is why I’m going to be taking down my pictures and video I have for sale sometime soon (I was hoping to do it this week, but I don’t want to get too ahead of myself).  I really feel this need to slowly back out of the phone sex world soon before I become too bitter about it.

If I take it all too seriously and not get anywhere I might just get a call one night and blast them with all my anger and frustration.  And that’s not too sexy, trust me.  ;-D

Besides, I’m lucky.  I have a lot more going for me than this.  And I plan to take actions that will allow me to enjoy it all while I can.

I used to get so jealous of all the girls on NiteFlirt that would get multiple guys that would call three times a day.  I would wonder what was wrong with me…

…until it hit me.  There’s NOTHING wrong with me.  I attract smart guys that know better than to put themselves in financial danger by calling until they’ve maxed out their credit cards.

The guys that call multiple times a day aren’t calling because they want a service.  They call because they’re addicted to a fantasy.  My pics - they’re real.  You can tell I’m a real girl - not a model. 

The guys that call me want that reality.  They want to know that what you see is what you get.  That makes me feel good.

It makes me feel almost honored to be your choice when you pick up the phone and call me.  Even if I only hear from you once every few weeks…or even just once.

So keep it coming guys.  I’m the real deal…and now I know that you are, too.

My sin for the night…

Did you know that NiteFlirt has a special forum for flirts that manage to get over 250 rating points?  I want in that forum!  >:-[

What do they say in there?  Is it cooler than the newbie forum?  Do they throw company parties that the rest of us aren’t invited to?  I wonder about these things…

And you can’t trust people that are already in there…they could be lying to cover up the things that the cool “hip” NF crew do.  Sneaky, sneaky, sneaky.

So, yes.  Please give me five star reviews.  Every time I get a five star review I get 2 rating points added to my score - regardless of how short the call was.  If you think my performance was less than stellar (I hope that’s not the case) then write a nasty written review with the five stars.

I HAVE TO KNOW WHAT GOES ON IN THERE!

If you loved me you’d help.  No really, you would.

Ok, so … my schedule lately has been less than stellar.  I’ve been very busy with some projects.  I’m getting my transcripts ready to fax over to the local college to get back into school…hopefully this fall.

 I’m scheduled to go in for an informational meeting for Lap Band surgery.  The informational meeting is mandatory.  You have to go before you can start going to pre-req appointments.  Usually all of this takes about six months before going under the knife.  It’s all pretty non-invasive as far as surgery goes.  It’s laproscopic, and they don’t actually remove anything.  They just put a band around the stomach and periodically fill it with solution until your appetite is under control.

I like that.  Less chance of infection.

So, I’ve been cutting down my time on NiteFlirt in preparation for the changes ahead.  I’ll still be on…hopefully with enough calls to pay for text books - just not as much.

My website hits have gone up dramatically.  Strange since my call volume hasn’t. 

Speaking of my call volume, I really would like to see it go up.  I know a lot of girls are a-ok with a couple calls a night because they can stretch them out with elaborate and wonderful descriptions.

Uhm, I’m not so great at that.  I’ve never been good at flirting.  My idea of a good date is to invite a guy over, watch a movie, screw his brains out and then kick him out before sunrise.  After that I usually burn his phone number. 

I guess I’m not what you would call a “romantic”?  Not to say I can’t hold a sexual relationship.  I have a lot of guy friends that I hook up with when they and I hit dry spells.  It’s better than having a serious boyfriend because they tend to take you for granted. 

Fuck buddies with the occasional romantic first dates on the side seems to work for me.  I get a consistent stream of sex, and I also get spoiled once in a while by the guys that are trying to impress me with a fantastic first impression.

Speaking of impressing me.  I keep hearing about girls getting things on their wishlists from their callers.  Here I am - I’ve had a wishlist up for a while - and I’ve gotten ZIP!  :-/

Not impressive, guys.  Now, I understand that there are some HUGE ticket items on there (mainly because I’ve heard rumors that occasionally some REAL financial domination pigs start nosing around NF), but I also have some very reasonable items there, too.

I think I’d die of shock if I actually got the roses or the vibrator I’ve been eyeing for Valentine’s Day.  I would have to whip out the camera and take pictures of me with either one and send them to my secret admirer to let them know that they were received.  Along with some free minutes so that I can tell (moan) them how much they were appreciated. 

If anyone were ever to send them.  *hint* *hint*

Anyhow, I’m on tonight for a while.  I might break for about 20 minutes to hop in the shower (I just got off the treadmill), so if it’s before 1 or 2 EST and I’m not on, try again in a few minutes.

*muah*

I’m very excited!

A couple of my girls and I are going to grab my sister in upstate NY and head to Ottawa for a fun night of debauchery!  So I probably won’t be on on Saturday for too long.  If we get back to the hotel early enough I’ll probably get on that night.

It kind of sucks, since Saturdays are my busier (kinda) days…but OTTAWA!  So much fun.  So much mischeif! 

I love road trips.  Driving around in a car in general…it’s like your own little portable world.  You just have this little space prepped out for your own little pre-party.  Good times.

So, I’m on for literally a few minutes now.  I’ll probably be on tomorrow at regular time.  So CALL ME! 

BTW, like the new site design?  I did it all on my lonesome.  :-*

I’ve been on for over an hour with no calls.

You know, it really makes me depressed when that happens?  I see that I’m being clicked.  Hell - I PAY NiteFlirt for those clicks…and no calls.

Was it something I did?