( phone sex ) So Much Fun When It’s Just For Fun!
Saturday, February 16th, 2008I love this feeling I have lately…where it all just doesn’t matter. I plunged myself into this whole adult entertainment world with this hard attitude of selling. Now I find it SO much more enjoyable when I just do it all for the fun of it without worrying about the bottom line.
I even went on this site to sell panties. I sold ZERO pairs, and when I really thought about it, and talked it over with a friend, I realized that it’s nothing to feel badly about. Honestly. So I’m not the dream girl of panty sniffing weirdos. Damn…time to kill myself.
Now, before you all get YOUR panties in a bunch let me tell you that there is a WORLD of difference between a guy that likes the smell of his woman’s panties and a guy that goes out online in SEARCH of panties to buy just for the purpose of sniffing.
I was told that a relationship forms between the buyer and the seller. A very intimate and personal one. Well, how intimate and personal can it be when the seller sells to five different guys? I like the phone sex fantasy world…it’s great - much like the fantasy world between two real lovers. But the fantasy world between a buyer and seller of used panties…it’s just a flat out creepy lie.
The women spend HOURS in the chat rooms there trying to hook a guy. And ALL the guys want to hear is how much women love to flash their panties and how much they enjoy the thought of some random guy sniffing their crotch…like a dog! It’s not like someone can go in there and talk about candlewax, rose thorns and nipple piercing and get a guy interested - no! It’s all so mundane, it’s sad.
So I ripped into a bunch of them. Called them losers. I feel good about that. The only things they could come up with as a retort was that I was fat and had a gap between my two front teeth. Honestly? Really? Hell, I put my pictures up there…did they think they were telling me something I didn’t already know.
Sadly, all they were telling me was that the truth I was spewing out to them really hit home. And that’s kind of what I needed. I needed a place to be cruel today. It gave me a slight high. Terrible, right?
But…I get all that out so I don’t have to take it out on you guys! :-) Because this is much more fun! Especially now that I’m not even bothering with meeting quotas and such. I just put myself out there and see what happens.
Oh, BTW…my site got a query hit for someone searching for WOW. Now, I’ve never written about World of Warcraft on here - ever. But it gave me some good ideas that I’ll be using in the near future for some listings.
I think this might be a fun turning point for me…and I REALLY hope it will be for you, too.
